On our journey, I believe Jesus desires us to be our authentic, child-of-God selves.
Sticks and Stones…but Names…
There’s a lot of things I don’t remember. A lot.
But I do remember the sing-songy sound of
Sticks and stones will break my bones,
But names will never hurt me.
We must have sung that a lot when I was in elementary school. I still remember the third-grade pitch, rhythm, and melody in my head. It must have been the second most-sung song after the diddies we jumped rope too. M,I, crooked letter, crooked letter, I, crooked letter, crooked letter, I, P, P, I, and so on.
But who knew I’d remember one name I was called in third grade. One name which has colored by life, determined decisions I made, products I bought (or my mother bought by the car load), how I felt about myself, or what I saw when I looked in the mirror.
One name. Spoken by a kid who, I’m sure, has absolutely no recollection of ever saying anything to me.
One name I chose to embrace as defining me. One name I still have to work through – even these many years after third grade.
Third grade – at the tender age of nine – the year I began my menstral cycle!!! What gives?
I must have been a hormonal wreck because my face immediately exhibited, for all the world to see, a polka-dotted pimple effect.
One morning, one bad morning, when no amount of Clearasil could conceal my mess of a face, the boy who sat in front of me called out to the whole class, “Hey, look at Ruthie. She’s UGLY with all those pimples on her face.”
That’s all it took. One name. On one morning.
Yup! One name. One time.
Do you remember something somebody called you – one thoughtless name – or an often repeated statement – when you were in third grade? A name you’ve never forgotten? A name you’ve had to work through? A name which has defined you to yourself?
If you’ve had a similar experience, could you email me or reply to this post with a
Yes or No If a name or a statement was said to you
Yes or No that you’ve had to spend some time working through it.
Just gotta’ know. No details necessary unless you want to share.
Ruth Vander Zee
Author of WOMAN MEETS JESUS
Journey of Faith